One of Many Reasons

Nate's so much cuter when he acts like a letard

Letard : Below-est

Nate is as photogenic as me
I like, wtf !

*

BerryCrazy wishes everyone a Jolly Jingly Christmas
With much hearts and kisses

I know is damn pathetic to wish now
Is already ten at night

-_-

You know your woman here is full life too, even without Nate
*sarcastic tone*

Last night I waited Nate to come into my dreams again
and he didn't

Guess what ? I dreamt I was being haunted by ghost instead.
3 GHOSTS SOME MORE !!

Lesson learned : Never be greedy

Santa said I'd been a bad bad girl this year
that's why he sent Nate away to UK

T_________T

As We Speak Goodbye

I wanna charm you with my favourite piece of art

Yesterday I went down to KL to hunt for clothings. I got my acceptance letter from KDU just yesterday. Apparently, I don't have much clothes that are able to qualify for their dress code.

I bought a jacket and leggings so that I can still wear my sleeveless tops and not qualified mini skirts and shorts. Then I saw this damn chio looking high waist satin leopard printed skirt. Mad chio, must buy. After I bought that very chio skirt I realize I have no top to go with it. Very tragic one I tell you.

I walk until my legs also want to break already. Then the air at Sg. Wang so polluted, I thought I was going to die. Coz traffics are unusually heavy in KL.

Nathaniel's Daily News update :

I felt that is quite strange after Nate left, I dreamt of him two night straight. What was creepier that it wasn't any bad dreams (Neh, like the one he sat on me) . In my dreams, we were very close like he'd totally forgive me for my mistakes. We held hands, we hug each other so on so forth (as FRIENDS !!!).

He even told me in my dream why he went to UK. His brother is studying medicine, so to get his degree or whatever certs the doctors get, he have to further his study in UK. So is kinda half holidays half Uni visit trip.

Is noon now, I think is night time at UK already. Night night, Natie.

What If I Forget To Love You

Like I said,
Nathaniel is leaving
*emo*

It'd been quite a while since I no longer like, like Nathaniel. But a lot of people still assume I like, like him. Maybe is because I still mention about him now and then.

So this morning, Nate and his family had left us (to England). I didn't get much sleep last night though, coz I have to wake up at 5 30am to send Nate my goodbye sms, wtf. He'd be gone for almost 2 months. Now I cannot celebrate christmas with him, and new year too. =(

But nevertheless, he's coming back just in time to celebrate Valentine's day my 18th birthday. I suddenly feel so, old.

Nate and I'd known each other for about 2 years and a half. We'd been through a lot together, happy and sad ones. So a bit a bit, I also still feel attracted to him. Even thought we argue everyday, but we are still somehow very close to each other. We know each other very well. Like best friends, almost.

Of course I feel very sad la when Nate had to fly to far away, England is like at the other side of the world leh. My day is his night, his day is my night.

Brought to you by Nathaniel's Daily News.